Tuesday, August 30, 2005
I know everyone has been in this situation: "You love him, but you know there is no way in hell it will ever work." Let me give you some advice, especially since I've been there and just recently got out of one of those situations.... RUN LIKE HELL! If you suspect he's cheating, he probably is. If you think he's lying, he probably is. If you think he is somewhere other than "his best friends house" chances are : HE IS! Don't put yourself in a situation that you know you don't want to be in. I have been in this, and its not fun. I was in a 2 year relationship that I knew from day one was never going to work. Why you ask did I do that? Just to prove to everyone that you can tame a wild horse. I did it, and I did it well. Yes mom, I will now admit; and read slowly because I'll never say it or type it again: YOU WERE RIGHT! Are you happy now? I know I should have ended it before it started and ran like a mad woman on crack through a cop infested neighborhood. But, for anyone that knows me, they also know that I am very stubborn, and like to find things out on my own. (Hi, Amy!) Everyone runs to me with relationship problems because I listen, and 99% of the time, the advice I give is accurate and gets the best results. Mom, stay the hell away from Tom! Your putting yourself in one of those "I know it will never work" situations. Amy, your doing the best thing, no matter how much it hurts. You will get through it. Meghan.........I guess there isn't really anything I can tell myself that I don't already know. I'm looking for something or someone that I know exsists somewhere, I just haven't found it yet. I may be wild and a little unpredictable...ok a lot unpredicatable, but thats what keeps me going. I don't make plans or appointments, I just do whatever feels right at the time. I never thought I would say this, no mom, I'm not saying you were right again, I am 110% happy with being ALONE! I love it. I do what I please and when I please to do it. Nobody holds me back or wants dinner when I get home, other than the cat but she doesn't count. I like not having someone to call me every 5 minutes and want to know where I am, or who I am with. I like sleeping alone in my big bed so I can stretch out and hog the covers, (Sorry, kitty). I used to believe that being alone meant being unhappy. Now, I strongly believe that being alone means much happiness. You will never be able to make someone else happy, until you can be completely by yourself and be happier than ever!