Understand Me?

I can not begin to explain how sick and fucking tired I am, of dealing with other people's shit. I don't care what problems your having at home, what people you can't stand, what music pisses you off, or anything. I DON'T CARE! I have my own problems to worry about. And really, they're not that big of a problem. I have bills too. I have guy problems, I have car trouble. I may not be married, have kids, or mortage payments.....but bills are all the same, they are BILLS. You have to pay them or you lose service. I'm not married because I chose not to be. I don't have kids because I chose not to have any. Everything I have, I want. I am completely happy in my apartment, with my car, and my cat. I'm not in debt, and I don't owe anyone shit. I do everything I can to help other people out when asked. I am a happy, out going, and energetic person and only 19 fucking years old for those of you that didn't know or haven't been told. I am a smart ass, and stubborn as hell, but I come by it honest. I'm not quick to apologize, especially if I feel like an apology isn't needed. I tend to piss people off and not care, and say things that hurt people and not care. I am very blunt and say what I mean. If I tell you that your hair looks like shit, it's the truth. I'm not fake and try and like someone or something, just to avoid confrontation. I am a very confrontational person and I stand my ground and what I believe in. If I hurt your feelings or have in the past; I'm sorry. Sometimes I mistakingly hurt feelings, step on toes, or become confrontational if I feel like I have to defend myself. Don't mistake that as close minded or shut out from other's views and beliefs. I'm tired of people treating me like a child. I am not. Yes, I know how old I am, but age is just a number. Don't come at me expecting the conversation skills or maturness of a 19 year old because what you'll get is that of a 30 year old. I admit when I am wrong, although, not before I think it through. I know my faults and my inability to accept blame a lot of the times, but that doesn't make me a bad person does it? I can think if a lot worse than accepting blame, to make me a bad person. Everyone has faults, the question is...can they admit it?


*-*-This blog is in no way directed, attacking, nor blaming ANYONE on the face of this earth. Please don't think it is. This entire webpage was created as a way for me to express my feelings and beliefs, so I don't go crazy.*-*