Friday, September 02, 2005

Cluster-Fucked Emotional Wreckage

Just when I think I'm doing good at leaving his memory behind, he calls. Why does he do this to me? Everytime I think I actually hate him, he does this to me....its like I can't escape him, he's everywhere. I think I'm doing good, he calls me and I get all fucked off again. I start crying, and missing him and just want to be with him. Then after we get off of the phone, I hate him and remember why we're not together. God, I need pills or something. He's like a disease that I can't get rid of. I try and try to not think about him but it doesn't work.....I know he misses me and I miss him to, but shit doesn't work like that anymore. I have to let him go, any suggestions from anyone would be great.........

1 comment:

Mommy Meg said...

Jackass....get off my blog!